Category Archives: Christian Experience

Looking back

I recently read a forum for those suffering with or caring for people with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). This is the first time I have read into someone else’s struggle with DID since my integration. I don’t know why it has … Continue reading

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The Resurrected Jesus

To many Christians Easter is an important time of the year.  I didn’t grow up in a traditional church and as result don’t celebrate Easter according to historical tradition, however the death and resurrection of Jesus still has significance to me. No … Continue reading

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What does God see?

I went home, paced the floor and yelled at the air. I was furious. I had been with a friend at a cafe. We didn’t live close and as a result didn’t meet often. This catchup was not what I … Continue reading

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My Father’s delight

I was holding my little one in my arms tonight just before her bedtime. She loves cuddles and so do I. I sat there looking into her big blue eyes and was swept away in adoration. Her beauty moved me, … Continue reading

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The Busy Church

Written on a dark night… They race so fast I lose focus; My heart is troubled. Like a little child in a busy crowd, I am overwhelmed. “Can’t stop! Really busy” I hear them say. They rush on. I wonder, … Continue reading

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Finding intimacy and freedom through Prayer

There was a time when I prayed to a God who I thought couldn’t hear me. I had strong feelings of unworthiness and lacked the belief of the power of prayer. The Lord’s Prayer, so often quoted in churches, was intimidating. … Continue reading

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Living in God’s mercy and grace

Living in reality has always been a struggle for me. I have a vivid imagination. In my childhood this meant I could happily play alone for hours.  It also had a downside. Any scary graphic image that I saw or … Continue reading

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Living God’s abundant life

  It was early in my counselling experience, pre-diagnosis. The session started like most sessions, with prayer seeking Jesus for His direction on the session. I was not disappointed. God took me to a place where I could hear a … Continue reading

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Facing powerlessness

“What is wrong with me?” “Why can’t I fix this?” “I shouldn’t be having this problem anymore… I should be above this”. These are statements and questions that I have asked myself and God lately. The last few months I … Continue reading

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Living in God’s favour

What I am about to write is challenging and has been birthed out of the struggle I have experienced over the last 6-9 months. These last months have been a time of stripping. Stripping away my own self-reliance and pride. It … Continue reading

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